Up Already

So, I have the day off for Veteran's Day and at 2:00 a.m. I am wide awake thinking about work stuff. Ugh.  I seem to spend all my time dealing with personnel issues and conflict between people instead of just having people do their work.  I was in staff meetings most of the day, then had a meeting with the contract administrator when my nose started to bleed and I felt bad but it is what it is.  Then my phone rang, I turned to answer it and was alittle irritated with the caller, when I turned around the administrator was gone.  I would have run too.  I have to be so careful of my nose lately.  Hope that will end when chemo is done.   I have treatment tomorrow and just ready to get another one done.  I have so much to do and this treatment stuff is getting in the way.  :-)  I guess it's a good thing when I don't have any thoughts about dying.  I am more worried about living and having all this crap to take care of. 

I hope I can find something to spend my money on in Michigan City today.  Caiden, Joe and I are headed that way early.