The First Friday

A first for me today.  The first Friday I have not had chemotherapy since October.  I think this is the real turning point because up until today, it was just another week between treatment.  Now my body can continue to detox and heal itself.  It seems like it has been a long week and I am back and forth between counties.  The days in Centreville are just plain exhausting for me.  The drive has me leaving the house early and getting home later, and the atmosphere is just more chaotic with more conflict betwen staff, more conflict with the court and more demanded interaction due to circumstances.  Lots more complaints come into the office too.

I can honestly say I am not yet convinced Director is my destiny yet.  I am very lonely actually, and have no one to talk with or share or vent.  Ugh.    Time will tell.........