January 2, 2011

How time flies - it is already the 2nd day of the new year.  :-)    I spent Saturday being very, very, lazy, but feeling a little renewed thinking about the things to come.  I also read the last book by Elizabeth Edwards - Resilience - and was a little disappointed.  It is almost all about her son Wade and his death and how she dealt with it, some about her father, some about her cancer, and some about the affair.  It was a quick read, but left me a little uneasy, especially knowing she has since died from her breast cancer.  Okay, probably not the best book I could buy right now.

I don't mean to continue to wish away my life, but I would be okay if the date was say May 2nd and I could fast forward to Spring, warm weather, and a few months of recovery under my belt.  I should be careful, as fast as time is going, it could be May in a blink of an eye.

I am going to East Lansing today and attend a Bridal Show with Aubrie and her mother.  I need to get out of the house, get back into something more normal, and take the Edge out on the highway to see what mileage it will give me.  I also do lots of thinking in a car.  It is like when I walk and think.  

I am also looking at my first week in a very long time when I have no doctor's appointments, not medical tests, and no chemo.  Wow!