Things Can Change Fast

I was at home yesterday for lunch when the phone rang.  It was a call from Dr. Logan asking if it was possible for me to change my schedule for surgery to Tuesday afternoon instead of Thursday?  I thought quickly and said I could do it in the afternoon but not in the morning so with about 24 hours notice I will be having my surgery to finish up the tweaking.  I have mixed feelings about moving forward only because I now realize not everything turns out okay.  I would really like to have the reduction and try to makes things a little more normal yet there is the unknown and maybe things will be worse.  So, I will cross my fingers, say a little prayer, and move forward with positive thoughts that this will be a good thing and will finish up this part of my journey.

I will run to Centreville, do my board meeting at 9:30 a.m. leave there at 10:00 to run home and leave the house by 11:00 to get to the health park by 11:45 and get checked in.  I have not had anything to eat or drink since yesterday at about 9:15 so I am already thirsty.  I have to keep remembering I cannot swallow anything because habit will take me to coffee or water.   I will be happy to have this day over and then spend several days home trying to get better.