Chemo Number 3

So, here I sit in my new chair, and waiting for something to occur and not knowing what that will be.  I have taken a Tylenol and an Ativan and would like to get some sleep and I am sure that will come soon.  Joe went back to work.  My head is feeling a little weird and it has been all afternoon even before the chemo drips.  I had blood work and urine test again and that takes an hour.  Then I have my chemo which takes 2 hours - not bad.  The last 30 minutes is part of the clinical trial - otherwise I would have been done sooner. 

My head is feeling better and I think I am over my mood from this morning.  I am glad because I do not have the energy to be upset.  I know part of my anxiety is the anticipated retirement for state workers and that will take out a number of experienced co-workers including my Director - lots of unknown.  

Time to get some rest and watch the hummers while they are still here.  Good Night.