This is Getting a Little Old

So, it is Sunday morning (like really early) and I am on the computer.  My stomach is still feeling weird but I can't describe it.  I think if I eat something it will feel better, but I have no desire to eat anything because NOTHING sounds good.  My taste buds are blah, I can barely stomach water and I haven't had any problems with that until now.  I am taking my Ativan to try and get rid of the stomach feely thing and that just puts me straight to sleep.   It is 6:00 a.m. and I want something to eat but nothing at the same time.  This is so darn frustrating.  I have lost a pound from just not eating much and I can't really do this long.  I will just pick out a few things that are safe (Cheerios), apple (the crunch sounds good anyway), and don't know what else.  Not even my over medium fried eggs are doing anyting good.    UGH!   I'd rather have wild cravings then want nothing but have my stomach growling like crazy.  Poor Joe is trying to find something I want and is batting 0.   I want to try and go walking a little today.  I have been sitting in my chair for 2 days and time to move on.  I do give myself those 2 days to rest and even if I am feeling pretty good I control the urge to do too much.  I have to say - I think I am a little on edge  and just really ready for all this to be done.  It's gonna be a long winter.......