Long Day.....

Saturday was a long day.  We left the house about 10:00 and returned home almost 12 hours later.  I have to say I did very well at the tailgate, but unfortunately did talk about my circumstance most of the day because all our tailgating friends came up and wished me well, told me how great I looked, and then we would continue to talk about "it" for 15-20 minutes.  This went on all day long.  I was so happy to finally get into the game where I could just think about football.  I freely shared my experiences with anyone who was interested and I guess if that helps people I am all about it.    My only issue is - I have been living this since May so this is kinda old news for me.  I have people wanting to tell others and send cards and do whatever they can - like cook for us or run errands.   I tell them keep me in your thoughts and prayers but otherwise I am still pretty functioning.  :-)

This entire experience has shown me there is lots of love in our circle of friends.   I also think the lack of connection with my own family being my mother and siblings has resulted in a stronger connection with friends - like a substitute family.  I think Cat would agree - because out of all of us she is the only family I am connected to and would do anything for - that is a trait I have that is not good or a way I want to be - it just is.   However, I think I am a better mother because I have no relationship with my own.  I call my kids just because, tell them I love them all the time, and do things for them (okay so I might have to lecture a little) but would jump to their side if anyone threatened their livelihood or well being.

Wow, where did all that come from.  Tally ho - time to enjoy the day ahead.  Chemo is this week and I am nothing but positive it will be a repeat of Chemo 2.  I have a wedding to go to on Saturday at ND and I hear the food at the reception is awesome.  Eating is still something I am enjoying - I love the fresh MI apples!!