The Day Before

Yes, I can always tell what day it is because I am feeling almost normal.  So tomorrow it starts all over again, but this is the last one this cycle - one small victory.  I talked to a friend who had taxol chemo last year and she said it was easier for her than the first cycle of other chemo, so I am thinking positive that I will have the same reaction but in the meantime I will celebrate the end of this one and have two weeks to recoup and prepare things for weekly sessions.  It is all about preparation.   I also should get my treatment calendar so I can plan ahead and see how the holidays are going to go.   I am fearful it is going to take me through the New Year, but if it does so what?   I can't control it so I won't worry about it either.